Athrun Zala Soldier of ZAFT

Today is the second day of the long weekend. Supposedly I am to do a lot of things especially at work. Brought home some refrence materials so I can finally work on my long overdue paper in the office but alas, I was not able to do anything. In fairness to me, we had visitors earlier today. Christine's friends from Geneva came over for lunc and we had a long day preparing for it, not to mention our flat needs some tidying.

As for me, so much work needs to be done and I am still not even up to half of it. I really need to get a hold of myself this time. I need that discipline that will make me accomplish things and yet still have time for my wife and myself. 

I have so many things lined up actually starting this month. It's May and so many things are happening. I thank God for all the wonderful opportunities but just the same, I still need to create a balance. How will I do that? That remains to be seen. Right now, I will just work on whatever I can and deliver what needs to be delivered.

It has been a while since I had it. I don't really know what happened but one morning when I woke up, it was no longer there. We used to have so much fun together. With my groove, I am invincible. I am king. I can do just about everything!

But now it is gone. I think I lost it in the mids of the chaos and soul searching. I lost it. I want it back!

I have plans. I want to go places. I want to see the world. I want to be king again! I admit I cannot do everything, but just the feeling of being in control and not wanting things to just pass you by is a wonderful high!

I miss that feeling. Now I want it back. I want my groove back. I will not stop until I find it. Together, we will be free!