I am not a night person. In my past life, I would already be asleep by 9 pm. I adjusted an hour later some years after but still, I am not the person who burns the midnight oil. That is, unless things and deadlines are in a "matter-of-life-and-death" situation. But lately, I have been finding it hard to sleep early in the night. There are times that I would try hard to go to bed early only to wake up at past midnight and finding it difficult to gain my sleep back. I am not sure why and I am no person to analyze this kind of behavior. One thing I know is that it this type of late night "upper" has forced me to think. Think of many things especially on those that I want to do with my life.
I have been known as a person who is ful of initiative but somehow lacks follow through. I admit that and at some point, I intentionally do so as well. I do not claim that I can change overnight nor I can just keep myself the way it is. I have so many things planned and I want them all to happen. I have a family of my own now and I do not want to disappoint.
Lastly, self-quarantine is not a bad idea afterall. Aside from the occassional laziness and most of the time boring days, I am forced to rethink my life. My brothers often say that I am full of drama and can be an occassional escapist but I pride myself for being so. It keeps me grounded without being complacent. It makes me shows that I am weak but not necessarily lazy toughen up at the sight of the enemy. Myself.
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